MOVIE OF THE YEAR!
and its not spider-man by the way.
too boring for my taste.
i'll have my dose of orlando bloom.
someone i'll never get enough of.
the hotness.


and so i'm totally going to fail my test.
i'm serious.
everyone seems to be so engrossed in it but i've finished it in like.
15 mins.
oh.
thats because i didnt study.

and i have no idea what was in the test.
too many words and too many picutres that i dont understand either.
i think the headache is getting to me.
i think i'm going to die so soon that its not even funny.
is it from the lack of sleep?
i guess. maybe.
who knows.

i've been feeling tired these few days.
i dont know what kind of tired it is.
emotionally?
mentally?
or physically.
or maybe its all three combined into one.


she's an alter ego.
through and through.
created to help me get my mind off you.
to tell me that eveything will be alright.
so that i dont have to cry myself to sleep every night.
she soothes me and tell me i'm okay.
and i know that cause of her.
those horrible thoughts of you would all go away.


i'm not sure if i'm totally feeling alright at this moment.
i'm just really tired.
i want to sleep.

emotional blacklash.
here i come.



its not a way or a movement.
its simply a cause of action.